I am a very busy gal.
I work an exhausting job as a Floral Designer/Marketing Manager/Middle-man for Brides/Invitation and Linen Coordinator/ Office Bitch…and I work a lot of six day weeks, most weekends, and a ton of ten to twelve hour shifts. I work 80 or so weddings a year.
I’m trying to build a small company up with two other people, and gain more experience for a better future, more money, less financial stress, etc.
I am also trying to build my business: Creatio Essentials, which is all kinds of quirky goodies including hair accessories, bath teas, self-love products, Recycled candles, Upcycled clothing, Scarves, etc. Each piece handmade and completely one-of-a-kind.
And on the side of all of that…I have my whole creative world of….
- Trying to finish writing two books (One of Short Psychological Thriller stories, and one as a guide for Adolescent girls.) for publishing
- Trying to get another bluesy band together to make beautiful music.
- and Trying to finish a series of paintings for a gallery opening.
AND I still somehow try to find time for a social life and good friends.
Which brings me back to my point: I AM A BUSY GAL
As I get older, I keep getting more and more disappointed in people. Perhaps I have too high of expectations, or hope. Whatever the case, it is incredibly disappointing that I have lately been putting my effort and time into people, only to realize that they aren’t as good of friends as I had thought, aren’t as interested in me as I thought, aren’t willing to put any effort back, and/or only want me around when it’s convenient for them or they need something from me.
Thanks.
I think of myself as a pretty good person. Or at least I try very hard to be. I pride myself in being loyal, respectful, dependable, and considerate. I don’t involve myself in drama. I have never, ever hurt anyone maliciously, or cheated on a lover. Life is too freakin’ short to play games and screw around, in my opinion. I know I am a worthy friend and lover. And it hurts to be constantly disapointed.
So, my message to you is:
If you want to be my friend, BE my friend. If you are interested in me, DON’T beat around the bush.
Get up or Get out.
I am far too busy with my amazing, full life to waste my time anymore.
/end rant.
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